I'm nervous

I'm working like crazy right now. Between this week and next, I'll have worked about 108 hours. It'll be a nice check, but the week after that I go back to working part-time. It will be nice to have more time off, but I'm getting nervous about how we're going to pay our bills. I've been looking in the paper everyday for something that might work, but haven't had much luck. A couple of months ago I submitted an application for an additional part-time job, but two days after I submitted the application I got a letter in the mail saying that they had filled the position. I have a feeling that someone had an "in".

I know I need to be relying on God more for the money we need to pay our bills. It's funny how He works. The last two weeks He has confirmed that He's in control, yet I still have moments where I panic. Two weeks ago I was worried about paying our rent. That day I got home from work, and there was the rent check sitting on the table. This week I was worrying about paying our bills in general. That same day I got home from work, and Marshall said that his GI Bill money was approved and is almost twice what we expected for this semester. How awesome is that?!

Please pray that I will be able to give this specific thing over to Him every time I start to panic.