Long Hours

The past 2 weeks I've worked over 46 hours both weeks, so needless to say I've been exhausted. The frustrating part is that in order for me to use the majority of my 1,000 hours before the end of June, I have to work over 46 hours every week from now until June 20th.

After I get home from work (which isn't any earlier then 5:30), fix dinner, and eat I'm ready for bed. Our house is a mess, laundry is done but not folded, the majority of junk I moved prior to our bathroom being remodeled is still sitting on the dining room table and floor, the stuff I tried organizing upstairs is still sitting out (which doesn't bother me as much because I don't have to look at it if I don't want to). I'm tired of seeing this stuff, but I've no energy or time to put it away. I keep thinking when I go back down to part time I'll be able to get it done, but that won't be until the end of JUNE. I can't wait that long. I need a weekend where I don't have to work or AngelFood or church commitments so that I can put this house back together. I feel like everything else in my life is getting my 100% except my husband and our life. I can't stand it because my heart is in my home. Everyday I leave at 7am I can't WAIT to get home. It makes it really hard to leave every day.

Please pray for me. I need a break. We're going to Florida in 18 days, and it can't come soon enough! However, I know I won't want to come home because I'll be coming back to working 46+ hours weeks. RRRrrrrrr!!!! Lord, please help me!